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My mind is just bothered by the word friends; they said that friends are there to lift you up, to make you happy when you’re in sorrow, to embrace you when the world hates you and to love you till time is through, in short, friends are forever… Still, if you would notice, there is an END in the word “friENDs”… Why is it so? My story will help you… Ssshhhh….
I am a contemporary student from the South Bull High, and it’s a thing that shot my mind into perplexity if I’m prepared enough to face the facade of this unknown world. Of course, I don’t have some friends here and it’s so full of discrimination going on here! Full of geeks and freaks everywhere…
However, there is this guy that totally magnetized me and perhaps, this is the love at first sight that they defined. Whatever! It’s just some kind of emotion that should be concealed, a secret to be exact! Know why? Jayson is my classmate and it is impossible that a campus hottie will be interested to a plain and boring girl like me… So that’s not good…
Woo! But it’s not the handsome thing that made me attract to him, it’s just that, he is so down-to-earth guy and a really friendly person to all… It’s his smile that everybody is dying for! So now, I take the chance to be closer to him and to be friends as well! (The 1st step! lol…).
In our Calculus class, I was so surprised because Jayson and I were seatmates! That was really an opportunity for me to get to know him better, and yes! We did… Half of my time in school is dedicated to Jayson, and I’m glad that it is worthwhile doing to make him as my habit…
And as days go by, I didn’t notice that we became friends, BEST FRIENDS! Actually, I don’t want to designate it as a best friend but BEAST FRIEND! Why? I hate that! What I want is him and me, lovers to be! But how will it happen if he neither like me nor love me more than just a friend?!
But as her bestfriend, I need to pretend that I’m not hurting inside and as her bestfriend, I have to be happy for his happiness even though he is now taken by his long-time crush Olivia. I couldn’t take it. It was too much! I chose to move on, to be far-distant over him, over my bestfriend…
Nevertheless, this tactic doesn’t help me to go on. I can’t escape the shadow of the love of my life. But I continue to ignore him, for me to finally forget him… And he discerned that there’s a problem between the two of us, he asked me if there’s anything wrong, or something that he did wrong. But I responded with a faked smile, saying that there’s no problem and I’m just weary. But behind those smiles are smiles that wanted to unmask its longing affection to that guy!
When I came home, I made a letter, a letter that will unveil my concealed secret. I confessed to Jayson that I love him from the first time I saw him… That I adore him not just a friend, but more than of it. Jayson received it, and was thoroughly astonished by this revelation. He quickly went to my house but with so much speed, he was bumped by a car! He was delivered in the hospital but find it swiftly that it’s hopeless that he will continue to live.
In my room, I don’t know what is happening outside, I’m still lonely and exhausted cause of crying. But on my window, I was so terrified that a man entered through it, and I distinguished that it was Jayson… I was surprised! Totally staggered! I am nervous that he will tease me because of my letter! Still, I’m wrong, for the reason that he admit that he love me too, and I was on cloud nine with what he said to me.
On the next words he uttered, it made my head distressed as if it is losing its brain and my heart seemed to lose its beat when Jayson told me that he was accidentally hit by a car and now he is lifeless! I am shaking and I felt like I’m numb. I want to touch him, embrace him so that I can prove that he is lying! But to my surprise, he was telling the truth because my friend sent a message that Jayson died in a catastrophe. I want to run! But I cannot leave him! He’s my life!
Suddenly, something has exploded! I woke up by my alarm clock! Woo! It was just a dream, a very long insanity! Then, I look at my clock again and I’m late going to school. Hurriedly, I arrived at the classroom. I’m too behind schedule, what a mess!
Then, our professor revealed that he has some announcements to make, he introduced our new classmate. Wow! He was the man of my dream! He looks entirely like Jayson except for his name “Charles”. Does dream really turned into reality? Will it be a déjà vu? Oh I think friends might seem forever, there’s no END for Jayson/Charles and me! These are things to be found out…
I am a contemporary student from the South Bull High, and it’s a thing that shot my mind into perplexity if I’m prepared enough to face the facade of this unknown world. Of course, I don’t have some friends here and it’s so full of discrimination going on here! Full of geeks and freaks everywhere…
However, there is this guy that totally magnetized me and perhaps, this is the love at first sight that they defined. Whatever! It’s just some kind of emotion that should be concealed, a secret to be exact! Know why? Jayson is my classmate and it is impossible that a campus hottie will be interested to a plain and boring girl like me… So that’s not good…
Woo! But it’s not the handsome thing that made me attract to him, it’s just that, he is so down-to-earth guy and a really friendly person to all… It’s his smile that everybody is dying for! So now, I take the chance to be closer to him and to be friends as well! (The 1st step! lol…).
In our Calculus class, I was so surprised because Jayson and I were seatmates! That was really an opportunity for me to get to know him better, and yes! We did… Half of my time in school is dedicated to Jayson, and I’m glad that it is worthwhile doing to make him as my habit…
And as days go by, I didn’t notice that we became friends, BEST FRIENDS! Actually, I don’t want to designate it as a best friend but BEAST FRIEND! Why? I hate that! What I want is him and me, lovers to be! But how will it happen if he neither like me nor love me more than just a friend?!
But as her bestfriend, I need to pretend that I’m not hurting inside and as her bestfriend, I have to be happy for his happiness even though he is now taken by his long-time crush Olivia. I couldn’t take it. It was too much! I chose to move on, to be far-distant over him, over my bestfriend…
Nevertheless, this tactic doesn’t help me to go on. I can’t escape the shadow of the love of my life. But I continue to ignore him, for me to finally forget him… And he discerned that there’s a problem between the two of us, he asked me if there’s anything wrong, or something that he did wrong. But I responded with a faked smile, saying that there’s no problem and I’m just weary. But behind those smiles are smiles that wanted to unmask its longing affection to that guy!
When I came home, I made a letter, a letter that will unveil my concealed secret. I confessed to Jayson that I love him from the first time I saw him… That I adore him not just a friend, but more than of it. Jayson received it, and was thoroughly astonished by this revelation. He quickly went to my house but with so much speed, he was bumped by a car! He was delivered in the hospital but find it swiftly that it’s hopeless that he will continue to live.
In my room, I don’t know what is happening outside, I’m still lonely and exhausted cause of crying. But on my window, I was so terrified that a man entered through it, and I distinguished that it was Jayson… I was surprised! Totally staggered! I am nervous that he will tease me because of my letter! Still, I’m wrong, for the reason that he admit that he love me too, and I was on cloud nine with what he said to me.
On the next words he uttered, it made my head distressed as if it is losing its brain and my heart seemed to lose its beat when Jayson told me that he was accidentally hit by a car and now he is lifeless! I am shaking and I felt like I’m numb. I want to touch him, embrace him so that I can prove that he is lying! But to my surprise, he was telling the truth because my friend sent a message that Jayson died in a catastrophe. I want to run! But I cannot leave him! He’s my life!
Suddenly, something has exploded! I woke up by my alarm clock! Woo! It was just a dream, a very long insanity! Then, I look at my clock again and I’m late going to school. Hurriedly, I arrived at the classroom. I’m too behind schedule, what a mess!
Then, our professor revealed that he has some announcements to make, he introduced our new classmate. Wow! He was the man of my dream! He looks entirely like Jayson except for his name “Charles”. Does dream really turned into reality? Will it be a déjà vu? Oh I think friends might seem forever, there’s no END for Jayson/Charles and me! These are things to be found out…
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