Organized Chaos: An Introduction


You might see me everyday laughing, smiling and very cheerful but the fact is, this is my way to hide my emotions. I am chained with my agitations… I hate this world where I live in, full of sadness, agony, sorrow, suffering and grief. Nobody cares for a vain person like me and I’m battered with the things surrounded me. I want to be free where there is peace, harmony, reconciliation, contentment and sympathy. I’m being trapped with limits of life, being a slave of my shadow. I can’t release this anger coming from inside. In every false step I’ve made, there are voices blaming my foolishness, my idiotic mind. It is so hard to pretend, to be an imitation of great image and to act the part of something that is impossible. I am nothing in this world,
I am just a stranger who brought misery to life. I have no prerogatives and exemptions to treat that life is beautiful, because it is only for those who fill the prerequisites of living. I am desperate to be at the farthest point, to be at the utmost of survival. I always believe in God that He will show me the brilliance of life, the real shining luster of endurance. Beyond the limitations of life, I will keep on standing, remain my constant courage and strength ‘cause I consider myself as an “Organized Chaos”.
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